The super-model and Kardashians star, Kendall Jenner, wore a gorgeous Prada gown to the Met Gala, but it wasn’t smooth sailing. She experienced a bout of anxiety while making her way to the gala, which was shown in this week’s episode of her family Hulu show.

Jenner shared on the show that because her gown was so heavy, it physically wore her out just to get into the van to leave for the gala. Add in the fact that she said she was worried she was going to be late, and she started to panic.

In the midst of trying to calm herself down, she told her team that she needed to “drink a sip of water” and then go to the bathroom – in her dress – before adding, “Nobody judge me.”

Her team offered up an ice bucket in the van, which Jenner called “mortifying.”

“That is so mortifying for whoever has to deal with my pee later. I’m so sorry,” she said.

Later that night, someone on the crew jokingly asked if she could sell the urine, and another assured her that peeing in a bucket is a typical event for performers in the middle of concerts. However, it’s unclear which unlucky team member ended up with the dirty job later that night.

The model apologized across the board — including to Prada — before peeing in the bucket surrounded by her team.

“Best decision I ever made,” she later said in a confessional on the show. “Because I don’t know what I would have done when I got inside.”

I meaaaaaan, she could’ve just talked about it and not include the video in the show, right?